While reading this morning something caught my attention, and I just can’t shake it:
And he said to them, “Pay attention to what you hear: with the measure you use, it will be measured to you, and still more will be added to you. For to the one who has, more will be given, and from the one who has not, even what he has will be taken away.” Mark 4:24-25
Immediately preceding this statement, Jesus tells his disciples that the light from a lamp is not meant to be hidden, and things that are hidden or secret are meant to be made known. So I’ve always thought vs. 24-25 were talking only of your outward FAITH. You know..this little light of mine (hold up your little light now!)..immediately comes to mind. Like the more faith/light I show in telling others about Jesus, the more faith/light I will have kinda thing. Now..that’s true..but there’s more to be found in these verses than I’d ever thought.
Here’s some background: My energy level has been suffering this year. Too many Dr.’s appointments haven’t been able to pinpoint a real cause, and as a result I have only been giving 90% effort in some areas – trying to conserve my “energy resources” somehow. “That’s not bad!” you might say. (Heck, I said it.) But, in light of what the Word says..that means I’m not gaining in any area. I’m even losing, so that 90% comes out of a smaller and smaller whole.
WHAT?!..so when I try and conserve that little bit of energy, I’m actually losing it?
Yep.
God gives each of us the energy, or strength, (or whatever) that we need for each day. It’s different for everyone, because everyone is different. But it’s meant to be used. If I only use 90% of what I’ve been given, it’s like I’m asking God to use the 90% size measuring cup when he gives me my daily dose of energy. (Then I’ll only use 90% of that, thereby decreasing my total energy use to 81%…so my energy continues to decrease even though I’m trying to “conserve” it. Yes, God speaks to me with numbers sometimes.)
But if I use all 100% of what I’ve been given effectively, I’ll get the 100% sized cup, plus a little extra. Bonus! (I imagine a baker’s dozen of energy cupcakes are coming my way.) And if I use all of THAT, then I’ll be given more still.
Tell me more, Jesus! How do I get started!?
FAITH.
Oh. Not so far from where I started, really. If I don’t believe that God will give me the energy I need, even increasing it, having all of this knowledge really does me no good. I’m really tying his hands. Stop keeping a cupcake for yourself – give it away! Call one more person! Do some extra dishes! Spend extra time in the Word! You’ll end up with a baker’s dozen every time.
I’m so thankful that the Holy Spirit is the one who changes us from the inside out.
What’s only been getting 90% from you lately? Is it time to do something about it?